So I ended up saying "yes" to Yu Jie's request, even if I had work those days. Apparently, Yu Jie knew my boss and asked him if I could have a few days off and yeah... I agreed to it anyway because I have nothing planned for the next three days and I missed her like hell.
"Y-yes! I-I'll hang out with you, Jie! I.... really want to."
Her deep sienna eyes were suddenly filled with ecstasy and shock. A smile immediately ran to her lips, along with a shade of pink suddenly splashing over her cheeks. Before I knew it, she swiftly cups my face with her smooth hands and kisses me on the nose. She lets go after a few seconds and smiles like an idio
Back into my arms: Prologue by friday-love, literature
Literature
Back into my arms: Prologue
I think I'm in love with you.
I sit by the window, and stare at the maya birds flying outside. Nothing new Maybe it's hotter and noisier than usual, but nonetheless, things are the same. Kids about ages 5 to 12 are outside, playing, not caring about the intense heat. About 95 degrees outside, I guess. I'm just sitting here, silently longing for her company.
It's been about three months since I've last hung out with her. I miss her a lot.
So yeah, we go online and chat almost everyday and talk about weird things but I miss hugging her, seeing her face to face and listening to her talk. I miss holding her hand even if it's
Ah~ It's surprising that I have to go up the stage for the honors assembly. I mean, I've never been an honor from last year (thanks to intermediate algebra and speeches) but this is pretty nice. I get a decent certificate and my parents will be proud of me, even if it's only for behaving properly. It's an achievement too, in this strict private school...
I intently wait for our turn to get up, line up and go to the stage. It took a while, but I guess it was worth the wait...?
My classmates and I stand up and walk to the edge of the covered court, look at the teachers for the lists and then I realized I was at the wrong line. Yes, it was the
There was always this feeling that was holding me back.
Everytime I tried to get over you, I could never do it. I just couldn't forget everything. It just kept on coming back. It hurts me very much.
I try and seal those emotions away, deep in my heart.
Maybe... maybe I just had the feeling that we could build it together again. We could relive all those memories. The good ones.. even the bad ones... b-but.. it'd make me the happiest girl if we could just erase all those bad memories and replace them with new and happier ones. I know that's unlikely though.
I don't even know why I feel this way. Maybe because you were so caring, loving and
- Natsume / Ruka -
'Maybe it's just a phase' he thought. He couldn't possibly be in love with and harbor feelings for his best friend.
--Especially since they were both male.
It was always there-- The feeling I mean. For some reason, he's always felt that way... Ever since they became friends, he's always been like that. He never realized it until now. Maybe he has before, but he was too young and naive to figure it out.
...He didn't quite know the reason behind his feelings. Maybe because he couldn't find anyone as perfect as him (Ruka)? Maybe because no one could understand him like Ruka did.
...Some found their relationship extremely
"Your bangs are getting long. Really long. I can't even see your eyes anymore."
No seriously. Mikki, your bangs are getting really long. How the heck to you even mantain that...? Pfft, just because you had a bad time the last time you went to the salon, doesn't mean that they'll cut your bangs short like last time.
"B-but they might cut my hair too short again, damn it! I'd rather get stuck with really long bangs than have bangs that're too short. I'd look weird again if that happens..." she whines, trying to get the bangs out of her eyes.
...She looked adorable, to be honest, but I'm getting worried. She might grow her hair long, but nah.
So I ended up saying "yes" to Yu Jie's request, even if I had work those days. Apparently, Yu Jie knew my boss and asked him if I could have a few days off and yeah... I agreed to it anyway because I have nothing planned for the next three days and I missed her like hell.
"Y-yes! I-I'll hang out with you, Jie! I.... really want to."
Her deep sienna eyes were suddenly filled with ecstasy and shock. A smile immediately ran to her lips, along with a shade of pink suddenly splashing over her cheeks. Before I knew it, she swiftly cups my face with her smooth hands and kisses me on the nose. She lets go after a few seconds and smiles like an idio
Back into my arms: Prologue by friday-love, literature
Literature
Back into my arms: Prologue
I think I'm in love with you.
I sit by the window, and stare at the maya birds flying outside. Nothing new Maybe it's hotter and noisier than usual, but nonetheless, things are the same. Kids about ages 5 to 12 are outside, playing, not caring about the intense heat. About 95 degrees outside, I guess. I'm just sitting here, silently longing for her company.
It's been about three months since I've last hung out with her. I miss her a lot.
So yeah, we go online and chat almost everyday and talk about weird things but I miss hugging her, seeing her face to face and listening to her talk. I miss holding her hand even if it's
Ah~ It's surprising that I have to go up the stage for the honors assembly. I mean, I've never been an honor from last year (thanks to intermediate algebra and speeches) but this is pretty nice. I get a decent certificate and my parents will be proud of me, even if it's only for behaving properly. It's an achievement too, in this strict private school...
I intently wait for our turn to get up, line up and go to the stage. It took a while, but I guess it was worth the wait...?
My classmates and I stand up and walk to the edge of the covered court, look at the teachers for the lists and then I realized I was at the wrong line. Yes, it was the
There was always this feeling that was holding me back.
Everytime I tried to get over you, I could never do it. I just couldn't forget everything. It just kept on coming back. It hurts me very much.
I try and seal those emotions away, deep in my heart.
Maybe... maybe I just had the feeling that we could build it together again. We could relive all those memories. The good ones.. even the bad ones... b-but.. it'd make me the happiest girl if we could just erase all those bad memories and replace them with new and happier ones. I know that's unlikely though.
I don't even know why I feel this way. Maybe because you were so caring, loving and
- Natsume / Ruka -
'Maybe it's just a phase' he thought. He couldn't possibly be in love with and harbor feelings for his best friend.
--Especially since they were both male.
It was always there-- The feeling I mean. For some reason, he's always felt that way... Ever since they became friends, he's always been like that. He never realized it until now. Maybe he has before, but he was too young and naive to figure it out.
...He didn't quite know the reason behind his feelings. Maybe because he couldn't find anyone as perfect as him (Ruka)? Maybe because no one could understand him like Ruka did.
...Some found their relationship extremely
"Your bangs are getting long. Really long. I can't even see your eyes anymore."
No seriously. Mikki, your bangs are getting really long. How the heck to you even mantain that...? Pfft, just because you had a bad time the last time you went to the salon, doesn't mean that they'll cut your bangs short like last time.
"B-but they might cut my hair too short again, damn it! I'd rather get stuck with really long bangs than have bangs that're too short. I'd look weird again if that happens..." she whines, trying to get the bangs out of her eyes.
...She looked adorable, to be honest, but I'm getting worried. She might grow her hair long, but nah.
I keep trying to write of love..
...but I can't
I guess I write about love better..
...when I'm not in it
It seems a prisoner can only have..
...melancholy thoughts
I feel like I don't try..
...hard enough
I hear her whispers..
...when I lay in the dark
Her image more blurry..
...each day I'm held captive
I haven't seen the sun..
...smile for me
Noy yet..
...not untill I am free
Christmas is coming soon, and many people, young and old, are making gift lists and wishes for things they want under their tree. I decided to make a list of my own. The things I want the most, however, can't be bought at Wal-Mart or Target or JCPenny or any other store people go to get presents at this time of year. My list of wishes is a bit different.
I wish I could sleep better at night.
I wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I wish that my parents weren't divorced.
I wish that all the cartoon boys that provide me comfort when I'm lonely would come to life.
I wish I could be more open about who I am.
I wish gay marriage was legal in Main
Suddenly
electric fire
a touch, all it took
to extinguish
my memories
with --
no, don't say it
silent
wiped away
everything, trembling
hold me close
I'm terrified
to float away
If Only I Could Make Her See... by sakka17, literature
Literature
If Only I Could Make Her See...
I honestly do not wish to sleep
Maybe I just fell in too deep
I know she would just be waiting in my dreams
Waiting to hear all of my screams
As I cry out to her
I want what we once were
But I know that will never again be
I keep saying "If only I could make her see..."
Hello my loves!
~pervyplz (https://www.deviantart.com/pervyplz)
Edit:
Hope you all have done your entries! The Secret Santa Gifts now have a folder in our gallery, so please start submitting and sharing with your partner! Remember to submit it to the right folder so that I know that's what the artwork is for! :heart:
So, first things first: if you're interested in participating in this year's Secret Santa, please comment below with a choice of four different things you would like to receive. If you can, include at least one option that involves literature; perhaps a poem, a song, a short story fanfic, etc. Be creative! I'd love to see some of our literary talent be shared
Recycling profile pictures. Yay. That is me up there with one of my closest friends. Hi Jian! I may change this though and find a decent one with me and my current girlfriend
> Well, I'm Mikree. Call me Ravi, Iris, Mike, Mackenzie or whatever. xD
>Most of the stuff I'll be putting here will be about my personal experiences. :D
>Teenage bisexual geek is a go!
>Alternate account;; PM me for main account and other alternate account :3
>Requests and collabs are open!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Beatles
Favourite Writers
a lot
Tools of the Trade
inspiration, paper, pens and whatever's lying down
My other account. Not my main one;; It's more of a "I pretty much made this(new one) account because I want to leave a lot of shit behind in this(friday-love) one. " Should I link it here.... There's quite a lot of things to NOT leave here but I reckon I should just keep this here then deactivate then reactivate again. OTL
...on second thought, I wanna keep this thing. ; O ; Just note me if you're curious on that other account, i suppose...?
I have a gut feeling that I will deactivate this account soon and link yup guys to my main account. Yeah OTL Well, since I'm never actually ACTIVE here (or even in my main account to be honest) So just saying * A * I'll eventually put up the link here soon, and I hope all the embarrassing shit here will be long forgotten.
I admit, I have been totes inactive here, because of tumblr and my main account. I really wanna update here but I end up forgetting and I have writer's block. OTL
Is that a legit explanation? If it isn't, I'll do my best to update! <3